Thursday, May 22, 2008

HOney

I love you sooo much Hon,,,,I need you more than anyone could ever knew.....

Saturday, May 17, 2008

I knew I LOVE YOU, Before i MET YOU,,,

Hon, this song i dedicated to you...i will always LOVE YOU...

Maybe it's intuition
But some things you just don't question
Like in your eyes
I see my future in an instant
And there it goes
I think I've found my best friend
I know that it might sound more than a little crazy
But I believe

I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life

There's just no rhyme or reason
Only this sense of completion
And in your eyes
I see the missing pieces
I'm searching for
I think I've found my way home
I know that it might sound more than a little crazy
But I believe

I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life

A thousand angels dance around you
I am complete now that I've found you

I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life

I love you so much more than you knew MR Fugate..

Friday, May 16, 2008

want to be with you so bad .....

How i wish i could pull the time, how i wish i could skip the day so that it make the time closer for us to be with each other...Hon all i am wishing is all things done as soon as possible..but i know we will..i love you so much.

Thursday, May 08, 2008

one sweet day......

Sorry I never told you
All I wanted to say
And now it's too late to hold you
'Cause you've flown away
So far away

Never had I imagined
Living without your smile
Feeling and knowing you hear me
It keeps me alive
Alive

[Chorus:]
And I know you're shining down on me from heaven
Like so many friends we've lost along the way
And I know eventually we'll be together
One sweet day

Darling I never showed you
Assumed you'd always be there
I took your presence for granted
But I always cared
And I miss the love we shared

[Chorus]

Although the sun will never shine the same again
I'll always look to a brighter day
Lord I know when I lay me down to sleep
You will always listen as I pray

[Chorus]

Sorry I never told you
All I wanted to say

just want to play now.....

Tuesday, May 06, 2008

i just want to be with u so bad....


when it hurts so bad, why does it feel so good?
i wish these all made sense
i wish i understand
not having you here with me is tearing me up inside
but i cant stop thinking about you no matter how hard i try
you know how i feel about you
and i know i want to spend the rest of my life with you
why does it gotta be so complicated?
loving you feels so right
but at the same time
knowing i can't have you keeps me awake at night
i just want this to be simple
i just want you here with me
to look into your eyes
be held in your arms....then i'd truly be happy
right now, this distance between us is out of our control
but i'm still hoping one day soon....
i'll get what i am wishing for....
I LOVE YOU...

Friday, May 02, 2008

People come into our Life for a REASON.....

People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on.

Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh. They may teach you something you have never done. They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy. Believe it, it is real. But only for a season.

LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons, things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life. It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant

Thank you for being a part of my life, whether you were a reason, a season or a lifetime.

confusing life...

Life is indeed full of contradictions...
Sometimes it's CRAZY to be SANE...
YOU need to FALL so you can SOAR...
people SUFFER because you CARE...
YOU have to UNLEARN to KNOW the lesson...
You have to GIVE UP because you are STRONG...
You have to be WRONG to make things RIGHT...

NEVERTHELESS life's complexities are also life's source of COLORS...

We should CRY to LAUGH again...
FALL apart to be WHOLE again...
AND GET HURT TO LOVE AGAIN...